My journey of learning to lean on Jason began with a journey with God of understanding the depth of his love for me. Once I understood his love and received that love into my life – not because I earned it, or was worthy of it but simply because of Christ’s immeasurable grace available to me.
As God’s love was being perfected in me I began to love in a way I never had before. I started to see him with different eyes. I began to understand why he was the way he was and I started to appreciate him for it. I began to accept Jason in ways I never had before.
Before that… I spent so much time thinking about the past and the way things used to be and the way he used to be and I wanted it back. I didn’t know if I liked the some parts of this person he was becoming and I wanted the old him back. Why don’t we ever do this anymore? You used to be so spontaneous… You used to be this way or that way… I spent so much time in the past I couldn’t even see what was right in front of me.
A personal revelation of God’s love for me changed all that. I became interested in the man he was today, I longed to know him and understand him. I got on his team and became his biggest fan. I began to support him and the decisions he was making for our family. Everything changed.
This revelation enabled us to experience intimacy in everything from the most mundane to our sexual relationship. You can’t even believe how much will change when you truly begin to accept one another for who they are today.
Learning to lean is about learning to love and appreciate the people in your life as you abide in God’s love. After all “If you love one another, God abides in us and his love is perfected in us. “
What do you need to let go of in order to fully embrace your spouse?
did not The Lord say leave everything and follow me did not Paul say let those who have a wife be as though they have none the same for the husband, why reading the last two chapter of the book of Daniel one would understand now that they have missed the greatest opportunity to amasse tresure in heaven, as i have lost my 2 sons and my husband for the kingdom of God and a brethrens that i may protect in the secret buying the time for all of us for the times were evil yet 10 months ago i saw 4 doors closed in the heaven it is the lake of fire the devil the beast and the false prophet and all the spirits of devils who fought against The Lord The Word Of God His New Name as prophecied in the book of revelation 19 were cast there, now is left the elects, the time of the the gentiles and for the jews and the grecque for the last shall be the first, as understanding the covenant of Paul my brother who has a new name, the Lord showed me a sign there is half a rainbow left, destruction is sent to the field of the cross, for what pleases God is a broken spirit and a pure heart before Him, Jesus is the pearl of God who has a new name that only The Lord knows a crown in His Hand (rev.) The Lord i saw as i was on my little bed in suffering, He was coming with thousand of saints, Holiness unto The Lord is the Last Covenant to respect. God will have Mercy on whom He chooses to Have Mercy Nothing is Impossible unto Him, but we need no more to endure the suffering now that the devil and spirits of devil are gone to endure them crucifying him daily as he is the son aof David a saint and if one suffers all members suffers, i was arrested 4 times for preaching the word of God 3 Times emprisonned, i suffered the rod of many until His Light Came and as it is written all the weapons have been brought unto The Lord and the riches to Him The LORD of LOrd The Word Of God for we were to do as they did before to utterly destroy the ennmies, for thos who used the sword died by the sword, the law, God placed two things before each men a blessing or a curse, to forsake evil the way one best can and to choose to do good, as written by Solomon who has his white stone, a time of man on earth is vanity for nothing happens unless it is God,s Will e\in the end it is to obey the commandments of God, and The daily Commands of His Son The Lord and King The Highest Priest Before The Father and Creator of all Things that were are or ever will be THE WORD OF GOD YEA LORD ALLELUA YOUR ARE THEE AMEN FINISH FOR ME MY GOD.
did not The Lord say leave everything and follow me did not Paul say let those who have a wife be as though they have none the same for the husband, why reading the last two chapter of the book of Daniel one would understand now that they have missed the greatest opportunity to amasse tresure in heaven, as i have lost my 2 sons and my husband for the kingdom of God and a brethrens that i may protect in the secret buying the time for all of us for the times were evil yet 10 months ago i saw 4 doors closed in the heaven it is the lake of fire the devil the beast and the false prophet and all the spirits of devils who fought against The Lord The Word Of God His New Name as prophecied in the book of revelation 19 were cast there, now is left the elects, the time of the the gentiles and for the jews and the grecque for the last shall be the first, as understanding the covenant of Paul my brother who has a new name, the Lord showed me a sign there is half a rainbow left, destruction is sent to the field of the cross, for what pleases God is a broken spirit and a pure heart before Him, Jesus is the pearl of God who has a new name that only The Lord knows a crown in His Hand (rev.) The Lord i saw as i was on my little bed in suffering, He was coming with thousand of saints, Holiness unto The Lord is the Last Covenant to respect. God will have Mercy on whom He chooses to Have Mercy Nothing is Impossible unto Him, but we need no more to endure the suffering now that the devil and spirits of devil are gone to endure them crucifying him daily as he is the son aof David a saint and if one suffers all members suffers, i was arrested 4 times for preaching the word of God 3 Times emprisonned, i suffered the rod of many until His Light Came and as it is written all the weapons have been brought unto The Lord and the riches to Him The LORD of LOrd The Word Of God for we were to do as they did before to utterly destroy the ennmies, for thos who used the sword died by the sword, the law, God placed two things before each men a blessing or a curse, to forsake evil the way one best can and to choose to do good, as written by Solomon who has his white stone, a time of man on earth is vanity for nothing happens unless it is God,s Will e\in the end it is to obey the commandments of God, and The daily Commands of His Son The Lord and King The Highest Priest Before The Father and Creator of all Things that were are or ever will be THE WORD OF GOD YEA LORD ALLELUA YOUR ARE THEE AMEN FINISH FOR ME MY GOD
OF ONE MORE GREAT TRUTH THERE IS PAIN OF THE FLESH OR ENDURING HARDSHIP IN THE SPIRIT WORLD TO THE SAVING OF THE SAINTS AND FOR THE DESTRUCTION OF EVIL, EVEN DEATH THE GREATEST PAIN I ENDURED WITH MY LORD GOD WAS THE LOST OF MY TWO SONS FOR THE KINGDOM, YET DAILY IN THE SPIRIT THE CHURCH HE REVELETH ME THEM THAT I MAY ENRCOURAGE THEM AND LOVE THEM FOR GOD IS SPIRIT AND LOVE AND FAITHFUL THE LOD GOD IS FAITHFUL WHO ALLOW NO ONE TO SEPERATE US BUT FROM THE FLESH.